Unitary

A ribbon was unlaced, dropped on the floor undone.
Her hair fell unkempt.
She felt the heat unleashed.
She finally got unmasked.
Suddenly all her secrets were unlocked.
The atmosphere was unnatural.
She thought they were all unobservant.
She thought she was unobserved.
She thought the event would pass unnoticed.
For a second she imagined it was unrealistic.
She thought she could make it a success that is rather unqualified.
So she got it all unravelled.
She hid the story that was barely unwritten,
And made the lines unreadable.
For a second everything was unruffled
Till he interrupted “will you reveal the un revealed?”
She stared at him un swerved, for she was always unprovoked.
And preferred “it is better left unsaid”
She left the ground un obliging
And she carried on unnerved.
Although she knew she was going to live unshod,
Yet she celebrated to be untrammelled.

It was all for the Best

I asked him to leave
For my heart will never heal.
Yet the jewel will remain, but the shean will never be.
Once I heard that tone,
I felt like it was not gone.

Sometimes I wonder why did it all happen.
I was told maybe it is all for the best.

A new start I shall begin.
I hope it won't just be a song to sing.
I shall throw it all behind with the ring,
And leave all the fun and the fling.

Yet I still wonder why did it all happen
I was told maybe it is all for the best.

Got a whole lot of a path to follow
God help me leave my past and sorrow
Along might come a success
And leave me out of the stress

Maybe then I will stop wondering why did it all happen
For I shall believe it is all for the best.

Devastating fact

Weak to face the truth.
A blank facade covers a fragile youth.

Her eyes are full of mystery.
She preffered to act in irony.

Full of hatred and despair.
Believes at last life is unfair.

You could hide.. you could pretend,
but never expect them to understand!

A hole in our house

Since I have been here, there were so many of them
But he was here to make me feel at home.

My brother he is, even my sister to me he was.
My father even my mother to me he became.

So close we stuck for each other.
Close enough, that I wasn't aware for any other.

I was not and never was prepared for him to go
But he had gone and left me even though

I am now left alone in my room
I am left with a hole in our house!

miss u bro

Inspiration

My mind speaks a language I don’t understand
My dreams fly in narrowed path that I hardly see.
My soul evaporated and got lost as my dream has.
All that but still remains..
That thought keeps on whining in my mind.
Over and over, my hair don’t feel its root any more
My eyes are thirsty for tears.
My skin could hardly hear my heart vibrating!
Is it the fear I carry for such a thing?
Or is it the motionless that finally have over come?
Taking a deep breath for a break,
Blinking, opening my sleepless eyes in slow motion.
Giving up my soul for the wind to blow within me
Felt a cold breeze passing my paled face.
It seemed familiar.
Somehow something just made me at that moment remember someone!
Sounds complicated but ya...That’s right.
Somehow someone isn’t far, yet not close enough.
‘Don’t loose hope’ - after all I am not alone – with hope and relief I realized.
My knees started lifting my body up wards.
And I finally stood,
Stood for some kind of hope,
Will I stand strong or fall apart?
That depends on the time… that rules!

A mysterious symphony

Round and round, over and over,
Again and again, back and forth.
Then stop!
Suddenly, a symphony has interrupted my picture,
Interfered with my thoughts
When I was busy in that deep dim picture,
When I was all in wonder.

It sounded strange, sinister and suspicious yet soothing!
Although my hair froze in horror, it slowly softened me.
I closed my eyes in relaxed mood and trust.
I went over it to listen,
Listen to the song, and go with the tone.
I tried once and twice to sing along; it got me lost with a different tune.
I tried dancing and moving with different moves – just to catch up - , but it made me stop and start all over again.
It never gave me a chance to express,
It never wanted me to share obsessions.
It kept me disappointed and helpless.

Sometimes it filled me with sympathy; it always gave me surprises and drew an optimistic curve on my blank face of admiration.
Yet at other times it made the lines short, which ended so quickly with a full stop! And I stood there puzzled.

I knew how and where it came from.I knew that the coincidental blessing was the reason why it came along.But I never knew what it aimed for?!
I never knew the ending of that symphony!
I didn’t lose hope; for its lines once advised me not to… ‘Don’t lose hope’ I always repeated those words.

But then the chances were rare.
Things could never get us to perform together.
I could still remember that day when it gave me a chance to sing a song of my own lines and it would sing along with its creative concerto.
But knots occurred so quickly just then!Things weren’t clear at all!
Knots after the other, again and again… then stop!
Suddenly I was woken up from my dream… (A fantasy I should say!)
Where I lost the sound… I tried to call up loud … I tried singing back with that mysterious symphony. But the song faded away and the tape stopped playing!
It was my entire fault; it was too late to send the digits. I have ruined it all and disconnected the communication from the world it belonged and from my trapped deep dim picture.

That was the only end I knew from my side. But knew nothing from the other world!

starters :)

Hi ..
ok am not sure of what am going to say next!!
all i have to say now is that am such a LAZY brat...
but thanx to devilish ..with his help.. he introduced me to blog.. n helped to sign up for it..
OMG, i was terrible!
Anyway just thought of filling my page with something intsead of keeping it empty..
i will "hopefully" add some "interesting" stuff...( don't worry Devilish )
i love creating poetic n creative writing.. so ur going to read some of 'em stuff soon :)
u see am still working on 'em "Devilish" ( Coming Soon wohooo..lol )
so hope u'll all like 'em ... ( devilish if u don't like it, just pretend u do..j/k!! )