A mysterious symphony

Round and round, over and over,
Again and again, back and forth.
Then stop!
Suddenly, a symphony has interrupted my picture,
Interfered with my thoughts
When I was busy in that deep dim picture,
When I was all in wonder.

It sounded strange, sinister and suspicious yet soothing!
Although my hair froze in horror, it slowly softened me.
I closed my eyes in relaxed mood and trust.
I went over it to listen,
Listen to the song, and go with the tone.
I tried once and twice to sing along; it got me lost with a different tune.
I tried dancing and moving with different moves – just to catch up - , but it made me stop and start all over again.
It never gave me a chance to express,
It never wanted me to share obsessions.
It kept me disappointed and helpless.

Sometimes it filled me with sympathy; it always gave me surprises and drew an optimistic curve on my blank face of admiration.
Yet at other times it made the lines short, which ended so quickly with a full stop! And I stood there puzzled.

I knew how and where it came from.I knew that the coincidental blessing was the reason why it came along.But I never knew what it aimed for?!
I never knew the ending of that symphony!
I didn’t lose hope; for its lines once advised me not to… ‘Don’t lose hope’ I always repeated those words.

But then the chances were rare.
Things could never get us to perform together.
I could still remember that day when it gave me a chance to sing a song of my own lines and it would sing along with its creative concerto.
But knots occurred so quickly just then!Things weren’t clear at all!
Knots after the other, again and again… then stop!
Suddenly I was woken up from my dream… (A fantasy I should say!)
Where I lost the sound… I tried to call up loud … I tried singing back with that mysterious symphony. But the song faded away and the tape stopped playing!
It was my entire fault; it was too late to send the digits. I have ruined it all and disconnected the communication from the world it belonged and from my trapped deep dim picture.

That was the only end I knew from my side. But knew nothing from the other world!