Inspiration

My mind speaks a language I don’t understand
My dreams fly in narrowed path that I hardly see.
My soul evaporated and got lost as my dream has.
All that but still remains..
That thought keeps on whining in my mind.
Over and over, my hair don’t feel its root any more
My eyes are thirsty for tears.
My skin could hardly hear my heart vibrating!
Is it the fear I carry for such a thing?
Or is it the motionless that finally have over come?
Taking a deep breath for a break,
Blinking, opening my sleepless eyes in slow motion.
Giving up my soul for the wind to blow within me
Felt a cold breeze passing my paled face.
It seemed familiar.
Somehow something just made me at that moment remember someone!
Sounds complicated but ya...That’s right.
Somehow someone isn’t far, yet not close enough.
‘Don’t loose hope’ - after all I am not alone – with hope and relief I realized.
My knees started lifting my body up wards.
And I finally stood,
Stood for some kind of hope,
Will I stand strong or fall apart?
That depends on the time… that rules!

A mysterious symphony

Round and round, over and over,
Again and again, back and forth.
Then stop!
Suddenly, a symphony has interrupted my picture,
Interfered with my thoughts
When I was busy in that deep dim picture,
When I was all in wonder.

It sounded strange, sinister and suspicious yet soothing!
Although my hair froze in horror, it slowly softened me.
I closed my eyes in relaxed mood and trust.
I went over it to listen,
Listen to the song, and go with the tone.
I tried once and twice to sing along; it got me lost with a different tune.
I tried dancing and moving with different moves – just to catch up - , but it made me stop and start all over again.
It never gave me a chance to express,
It never wanted me to share obsessions.
It kept me disappointed and helpless.

Sometimes it filled me with sympathy; it always gave me surprises and drew an optimistic curve on my blank face of admiration.
Yet at other times it made the lines short, which ended so quickly with a full stop! And I stood there puzzled.

I knew how and where it came from.I knew that the coincidental blessing was the reason why it came along.But I never knew what it aimed for?!
I never knew the ending of that symphony!
I didn’t lose hope; for its lines once advised me not to… ‘Don’t lose hope’ I always repeated those words.

But then the chances were rare.
Things could never get us to perform together.
I could still remember that day when it gave me a chance to sing a song of my own lines and it would sing along with its creative concerto.
But knots occurred so quickly just then!Things weren’t clear at all!
Knots after the other, again and again… then stop!
Suddenly I was woken up from my dream… (A fantasy I should say!)
Where I lost the sound… I tried to call up loud … I tried singing back with that mysterious symphony. But the song faded away and the tape stopped playing!
It was my entire fault; it was too late to send the digits. I have ruined it all and disconnected the communication from the world it belonged and from my trapped deep dim picture.

That was the only end I knew from my side. But knew nothing from the other world!

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Hi ..
ok am not sure of what am going to say next!!
all i have to say now is that am such a LAZY brat...
but thanx to devilish ..with his help.. he introduced me to blog.. n helped to sign up for it..
OMG, i was terrible!
Anyway just thought of filling my page with something intsead of keeping it empty..
i will "hopefully" add some "interesting" stuff...( don't worry Devilish )
i love creating poetic n creative writing.. so ur going to read some of 'em stuff soon :)
u see am still working on 'em "Devilish" ( Coming Soon wohooo..lol )
so hope u'll all like 'em ... ( devilish if u don't like it, just pretend u do..j/k!! )